hi....me...and all that

sooo, i was kinda thinking that i might change this blog to being about stories- my stories, my friends stories, and if your not a friend, your stories-
but i dunno, i quite like talking about me, and whats happening, i dont know why cause i'm just writing to a goddamn computer but hey...
apparently i've been really in a SUC (stand up comedian) mood....making dry, sarcastic comments all the time.
I dont feel very funny now,
in actual fact i feel kinda sad.
Nothing seems right with the world, and i'm listening to Emma Buntons "when it all comes down" ... sometimes i wonder what life is all about, in the end. I know we should make the most of it, as we've only got one chance, but sometimes i feel like its just an endless cycle of dissapointments and sadness. I'm not trying to be a prophet or anything, its just how i feel at the moment. I know no one reads this, but its ok, cause no one really does listen to me anyway, they may reply to comments, but do they care?
Geez. i shouldn't get like this, its bad for my image, what image? god, i dont have one, i'm not a perticular group, for heavens sake i wear converse, listen to Rogue Traders and I have some blue clothing, what am i? I dont know anymore, I'm no one. Just a person locked in that vortex, or cycle, or whatever. Like a Doctor Who episode gone bad, the one where rose dies? you know that one? I've just realised i've replayed the same song 4 times over! What am i doing, god i hate myself sometimes.

Why the hell am i telling this to a computer, what does it know? About as much as me, no, more than me, with its electronic technological whizz-nesss....ok there you go that seems to be me back, in my same writing style, with the same look everyday?

"a lot of people dont seem to understand my point of view" Emma Bunton thats the bit thats just played on youtube, why can't i be like yesterday, happy, me, nothing much interesting i know, but still, listening to sXePhil (a you tube director) and 'laughing, smiling, hoping'

Gosh, i should listen to them, the make me happy. you know how when people are sad they eat icecream? Chocolate ? whatever, well...i drink innocent smoothies. i dunno why, its probably just to perk myself up again with that face so sweet, and the fruit that just well..y'know, great

anyway, i'll leave y'all to your humdrum lives, or whatever, and i'll go back to mine, please comment if you've read this or any of my posts, as i kno there not much "cop" but still, its good to hear from people.

maybe people do read this? unlikely, but maybe. maybe one person out there? No.? ok then, i'll say goodbye then, i dont want to repeat the song again.

william,

had a great day yesterday by the way guys, i got wii play :D it rules.
thanx...well....anyway.